24-028 Relaxed

“ease of manner”

The majority of the time my manner is mostly tense and anxious. It’s something I’ve carried over from my youth. Only in the last year or so did I realize that I’m in a constant state of hyper-vigilance.

My hyper-vigilance comes from growing up in a volatile environment and has translated into an intense fear of ’getting into trouble’, being wrong, and/or being a disappointment. With my new awareness I’ve been steadily working through these fears along with reminding myself to “calm the F### down”!

I would prefer to be relaxed. When I am, I’m less clumsy, I make fewer mistakes, and I’m more clear-headed and grounded.

Being in a relaxed environment would mean that I’m free from outside and inside pressures, I can move at my own pace, and can fully breathe. That’s what I want to create for myself…a relaxed state of being.

How about you? Is relaxed a core value for you?

btw…here’s what it looked like before:

joyfully,

Maureen
The Mandala Lady

inspiring and encouraging creativity, curiosity, and play through the art of mandalas

About the 2024 Mandalas of the Day

Each day I will create and post a mandala inspired by one of 366 “value” words chosen randomly. The objective being to discover for myself which ones would best represent my core values…and by doing so, I hope it inspires you to determine your own.

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